Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Roar.
After typing the title, I felt like blogging about lions. That is not going to happen; I lack too much knowledge on them.
Weird. Everything is so weird now. There seems to be plenty to do, but not enough time to finish everything. However, I feel so free now. That's why it is weird.
I feel so insecured, all of a sudden. I am like, afraid of everyone and everything leaving me behind. Here, all alone, where no one cares or bothers. Suddenly, nothing seems close enough now. I want to reach out and grab something, but it feels like it is running away from me. I am scared of being ditched, and left at one corner. Someone, save me from the pits of darkness. It is swallowing me in it.
The world is so small, I just realised. Everyone knows everyone. Anyone might know everyone. Okay, explanation, my classmate knows my friend. My friend is my friend's childhood friend. My primary school friend is my friend's CCA mate. My classmate's sister is my junior. My classmate knows my primary school friend. My school mate knows my friend's friend. Something like that, and its still not ended.
Confusing, but interesting. The world is small enough. Singapore is even smaller than I thought! This little red dot on the world map has everything of my life. So, I love Singapore.
Weird. Everything is so weird now. There seems to be plenty to do, but not enough time to finish everything. However, I feel so free now. That's why it is weird.
I feel so insecured, all of a sudden. I am like, afraid of everyone and everything leaving me behind. Here, all alone, where no one cares or bothers. Suddenly, nothing seems close enough now. I want to reach out and grab something, but it feels like it is running away from me. I am scared of being ditched, and left at one corner. Someone, save me from the pits of darkness. It is swallowing me in it.
The world is so small, I just realised. Everyone knows everyone. Anyone might know everyone. Okay, explanation, my classmate knows my friend. My friend is my friend's childhood friend. My primary school friend is my friend's CCA mate. My classmate's sister is my junior. My classmate knows my primary school friend. My school mate knows my friend's friend. Something like that, and its still not ended.
Confusing, but interesting. The world is small enough. Singapore is even smaller than I thought! This little red dot on the world map has everything of my life. So, I love Singapore.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Don't ask me about the url.
Somehow, Blogger loves to irritate me. Years ago, I gave up on Blogger. Now that I'm back, it is irritating me again. Just look at the url. I wanted to have the word "random" in it, but I failed, thats why it it really random now.
But, I don't really care. It's just a name for this unknown blog. I'm not going to let it out to whoever I know anyway, so it does not really matter. Just to say some random feelings, that is what this blog is for. No names are going to be mentioned. Hopefully, my own name wouldn't be known.
Wordy, I know. Let's make this more interesting, how I wish.
Anyway, not really a regular Sunday. I had some over at my house today, and dinner at KFC was good. Gossips flying everywhere among the four of us. I love to gossip, even though I know it is bad to talk behind people's back.
My mindset is quite wrong, I realised. I always think that even if I do not gossip about people behind their backs, people would still gossip about me, so why stop gossiping? I really need to start improving on myself, once again, to prevent people from disliking me. Freethinker, but I pray I would succeed, hopefully.
I love knowing secrets that are not mine, but I don't like to share mine. Have a quick guess which horoscope I am. I feel that I can keep secrets quite well, or at least I think I can. I love having the feeling of people putting their trust in me and telling me personal stuff. But, I hate people forcing me to tell my own secrets. For that reason, I don't force people. If they trust me, they trust me. If they don't, then that is none of my business.
But, I don't really care. It's just a name for this unknown blog. I'm not going to let it out to whoever I know anyway, so it does not really matter. Just to say some random feelings, that is what this blog is for. No names are going to be mentioned. Hopefully, my own name wouldn't be known.
Wordy, I know. Let's make this more interesting, how I wish.
Anyway, not really a regular Sunday. I had some over at my house today, and dinner at KFC was good. Gossips flying everywhere among the four of us. I love to gossip, even though I know it is bad to talk behind people's back.
My mindset is quite wrong, I realised. I always think that even if I do not gossip about people behind their backs, people would still gossip about me, so why stop gossiping? I really need to start improving on myself, once again, to prevent people from disliking me. Freethinker, but I pray I would succeed, hopefully.
I love knowing secrets that are not mine, but I don't like to share mine. Have a quick guess which horoscope I am. I feel that I can keep secrets quite well, or at least I think I can. I love having the feeling of people putting their trust in me and telling me personal stuff. But, I hate people forcing me to tell my own secrets. For that reason, I don't force people. If they trust me, they trust me. If they don't, then that is none of my business.
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